ItachiKawaii180

those u hurt me i dont ever fully forgive  i end up keeping my distance no matter how close they were before because u made me feel alone and unloved again. the amount of people who dont love me as they should there is so many i dont need more its getting bigger cus i cant forgive anymore. but that doesnt matter cus my life is meaningless to everyone i am invisible

i remember this time my mother said she saw a little girl blond hair blue eyes she said that my little cassie and she told me she had started crying then said and now your this. im not sure why im thinking about this right now. there was also a time after taking pills she said the only reason she went to the hospital was cus of the dogs i have so many i remembers but i love her and she doesnt mean a damn word its only when she is upset she spares no mercy for my feelings. only one persons gonna read this no need to comment idk i wanted to post this but i have no reason so i just wanted to put it somewhere so deviantart

i can only write on these damn sites when im upset lol. i  tired of job hoping i love ppl at my work but most of the time im miserable at work i dread it and it gets to be a struggle everyday i dont want to work i want to take a break andey be supported its like im living on my own cus its not something i can possibly do also its not real life we all have wants so what everyone has to do it, i just want to sleep tho i dont want to wake and go to work nope. i hate how i can be actually upset but next day i will be okay even if my feelings are vauled they arent important cus there back to semi normal later i realized i may not have depression